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hello! cny was gone in a flash, haha. okay or i shld say, cny holidays. cny has 15 days doesnt it? :) alot to update about....... but ok for a start let me talk abt pre-cny, my s79 class dinner :D it was at PS Manhattan's Fish Market. they wanted to watch a movie which i wasnt going haha but end up they didnt watch the movie somehow, was super late, supposed to reach at 730 but i just boarded my dear 190 at 715 hahaha but YEAY it was fast :D reached PS at 845 ;p met the class, waited so long just to get seats la. manhattan's really super crowded, its too small la gotta expand its size haha. so meanwhile munyee and i went down to FaceShop i got my red nail polish hehe ehhhhh then yeah we went to eat, took quite long to decide on the food..... oh the (botak) GUYS were talking abt ARMY ALL THROUGH DINNER they have endless stuff to say man hahahahah it was quite interesting at times but quite boring sometimes at the end of it most of the girls were just stoning while the guys are still extremely enthusiastic abt their army days hahaha yeaaaah then i kept ending up staring at the tv there talking abt marine life lol. cant believe the guys all in NS now, we are seriously so old already. but yeah must keep feeling happy we're still not THAT old, or else we'll regret it in future, time doesnt slow down anyway right. yeaaaah.

after dinner we took some photos at PS! hahahahahah the guy who helped us take the photo was so funny cause the guys (my class) are obsessed over their army talk so took super long to like "pose" for a class photo, the guy was like "hey hurry up army boys!" ok it doesnt sound funny here but it really was funny, with his expression and everything lol cause it was so obvious they were talking abt army. and its even more obvious that they are in army, judging from their bald heads, hahahah.

and so... mr nah proud to be the only guy to have hair :D (COOL hair, at that :))
MY CLASS :D

cny...... i see the same people all 3 days hahah no wonder my angbao money so little :O hahah but it was alright la, being with my cousins is fun, its interesting to see how some of them changed/in terms of both looks and opinions and character, from the last time i saw them. for the rest of us, we're pretty much the same :) update next time when my sister upload the photos! now after cny ahhhhhhh work is dreaaaadffullllllll yst was like omg i reached home late after spending the second day of cny at my uncle's house, still have to wake up early in the morning and literally draaagg myself to work. at work my eyes keep closing really wanted to sleep there and then like lie on the table or sth, reminds me of school....... :) managed to get thru wed and thur (today) WITH tuition at night, so glad tmr's friday :) this cny's abit different from other years too, more interesting, got to go out with my cousin and sis instead of stoning at my grandma's house the whole day like the past years watching the adults gambling haha, more freedom, went praying at loyang like the other years which i look forward to :) and met up with my favourite people for a movie on 1st day of cny :) okay update altogether next time

maybe it isnt that our timings dont match, its that we are still not that important to each other. but yeaah im fine with it, hopefully it'll get better :)

im constantly traumatised by next tuesday sighhhhhhh my trip to the dentist i wonder how it will turn out. :(

second post in a row ok hahah since i probably wont get another chance to blog anytime soon, my brother's frigging hogging the com.

its so irritating to always want something which you dont have, i was thinking at work that whyyyyy am i spending my long break like this its like its not all the time you get a few months break like that! and this kind of long break is probably a once-in-a-lifetime kinda thing until you are so old and retire or sth haha so WHY AM I WORKING? i shld be like enjoying my youth or sth (oh as we're on the topic i cant believe im going to be NINETEEN THIS YEAR) and yeah. but on the other hand, i need MONEY. or else how am i going to enjoy life. and to be more far-sighted, i probably need the money for my expenses in future, i know i spend alot. and if i dont work, there'll be the naggy feeling that everyone's working hard for money while im wasting my life away. so how do you actually define wasting your life?? i have very different definitions for that at different times. sometimes wasting my life= working and feeling sian waiting for time to pass BUT sometimes wasting my life= spending money and doing nothing constructive i might as well be working. yeah. im a very contradictory person. haha. sigh.

and now i get an admin job i look at my tuition and feel sian i think it sucks to teach hahah i hate repeating and repeating myself and trying to capture a student's attention argh but the problem is i used to think i'll like teaching. then i think admin is better cause dont really need to communicate i mean you dont have to force someone to understand anything it more of depends on yourself. then i think admin is boring. then i feel like being a relief teacher. then i look back and remind myself how i dread tuition and explaining stuff to kids. then i think relief teaching might be different cause its a whole class of kids and time will probably pass very fast. and kids are very cute, right?

my everyday life is caught up in some dilemmas im always thinking abt this then contradicting myself over and over again. i think when my contract with Aviva (where im working now) expires, i'll take like one/two weeks off to "enjoy life"- which is what i want when im working. then probably do some other job lol (relief teaching?) to gain more experiences. but when im at that i'll probably keep worrying over whether they'll want me, how to find a job, the pay and all that. aiya. sigh.

hahahhahaah im super paranoid right. hahahahah for now (omg 1.31am already), SLEEP, back to hwachong tmr (:

hiiiiii well WORK STARTED im now a 9-6 office person working at a cool office at Shenton Way with lifts that serve 1-16floors and then 17-29floors respectively so since i go to 20th floor i take the latter and from 1-16 its this EZ (Express Zone) thing which kills my ears everytime i take the lifts down ok i know im damn loser. and i will try to cover my ears or sth unless the life is so crowded all the professionals will think im damn loser. which i kinda am. but whatever hahahah. i have been working for 5 days now! it has been a tough week, im really really glad today's friday. :) no wonder they say TGIF- Thank God It's Friday :D monday was horrible, its like the company's working com software is soooo complicated i took up 3 A4-sized papers just writing the procedure down its with all the F1 F2 F12 F9 buttons on the keyboard which i hardly touch till now yeah its damn cheem. haha but thank God im getting used to it. so monday was the horrible-st day. tue okaaaay, getting used to stuff. and actually i've been pretty much doing the same things, its admin so its like change of address or whatever renewal notices, i actually enjoy the photocopying papers part quite alot hahahahha it takes up alot of time :)

(Warning: This whole humogous post is 80% about my (boring) work.)

but i seriously wonder how do these professionals handle it, a 9-6 job, waking up early, squeezing on the trains like sardines (i need to miss at least 2 trains before i can board one every morning, its like you need to QUEUE to QUEUE to BOARD yeah cause there are tonnes of people queuing to board...) then going down to tanjong pagar/raffles place, escalators PACKED with people, exits SWARMING with people, ...it'll be damn challenging to try to go against the crowd seriously you'll probably get trampled on and die... sitting in the office by 9am, work and countdown to lunch 12pm which lasts one small hour. then back for another 6hours before home sweet home. and poor me have to go teach tuition at 730-9/930 for 3 of the weekdays I CAN JUST DIE i feel like collasping just after one week omg. now you see why getting to Friday has been such a humogous accomplishment. i dono why the office people like to have same start-work time, same lunch-hours, same end-work time, its like these timings everywhere will be swarming with people and there're so many offices in Shenton Way i was thinking if im a boss i'll set lunch at 2pm or sth. argh.

before this job i was thinking it'll be so cool to work in Shenton Way, the heart of the Central Business District, it'll be so cool to work ard raffles place, it'll be not bad getting a 9-6 job in a cool office typing away on a computer all day long. sounds relaxing and fun? hahaha i was totally wrong man. now i seriously need to think if i really want this kind of job in the future. i mean now at least its like temporary. i need to think if i want to choose this kind of lifestyle for my future. so yeah, at least its an experience :) i was thinking i worked so many jobs before, sales, waitressing, tuition, temp staff at Makansutra for work attachment in sec3, now admin in a large insurance company...... i've probably tried it all. and im not really sure i like any like really alot to make it my career. i think nothing suits me ): sigh what am i supposed to do man. haha. okay la but after 5 days of this office-life, im glad to say im getting used to it. maybe it wont be so bad afterall. im just missing out on alot of life though. i desperately need to go out. ahhhhhhh/.

i need to do something with a meaning next time. maybe an office job is not that bad, just that the stuff im doing now is all mundane and repetitive, it'll certainly be very different as a career of course. ok nevermind, im looking forward to studying. haha. oh luckily on my first day there were these 3 girls reporting too, so there were 4 of us altogether, after reporting at the reporting location we walked to the working location together, and altho we're working on the exact same floor we don see one of the girls anymore somehow, not like the office very big.... think we eat at different times and everything. quite amazing to not see someone who's working at the same level in the same office as you lol, but yeah then the 3 of us kinda stuck together im really quite glad to have the two of them :) though on monday i felt kinda displaced, like out of my comfort zone, i mean, i haven really have to make new friends for quite some time.................. then i was thinking about the dancers and i miss them so much :) going out with them on sunday!

DEAR JIAYI I WILL MISS YOU PLEASE TAKE CARE HAVE FUN AND COME BACK SOON!!!! LOVE YA :):):) SEND ME EMAILS/FB WALL MESSAGES we'll miss you :(

anyway wed after work, met the dancers at vivo we had MAD guys army sendoff :D though actually most of them gng in in april hahah but stilll... it was nice seeing the dancers again. 3 days at work felt like 3 years. then they stayed at St James but "9am Shenton Way" resulted in me having to go home, haha left with meisiew sharon weiting hanzhi. here are 5 of the photos taken that night at vivo, lazy to update more haha, more on facebook (duh).









not the whole but still, MAD (:

today, FRIDAY! :D the best day hahaha eh i was working ard 11plus meisiew msged me and said jiayuan and her are coming down to raffles place recruit express to get a job so we can lunch together! then since sharon works at tanjong pagar and my workplace is in the middle of tanjong pagar and raffles place, we met at tanjong pagar and ate some mixed veg rice hahaha cos its actually further from my office than i thought and i only have one small hour, i ate like frigging fast after that abit indigestion i think haha but luckily its nothing much :) IT WAS NICE SEEING THEM THOUGH!!!! ahh, i miss my friends, haha, miss my comfort zone :)

okay tuition tmr new student OMG I WANT TO DROP THIS STUDENT but i cant ahhhhh i only agreed in dec cos that time i was so free with nothing to do. now, omgggg. but cant reject cause alr accepted omgosh, think im only gng to teach for one month or sth, im seriously gonna beng kui hahah okay SLEEP MAN i rmb the last few posts i was saying i got so much time i sleep alot then STILL get all tired, very nua and everything but still insomnia and cant sleep hahaha...... now NO MOREEE i need SLEEP BADLY ok hahah bye bye hope work gets better and hope tuition gets less tiring and i need more sleep you know it feels damn good to lie down and fall asleep straight away and wake up in the MORNING (this is impt) feeling energized and like the sleep has been worth it! :D good night loves (: my comfort zone, haha.